I've tried avoiding this topic.
It's tough for me. It's complicated. I'm not even sure who are my friends anymore. I have 3 groups of friends.
There's the olddddddddddd friends. The ones from kindergarten to grade 4. Then I moved schools, leaving them behind. When I left, I didn't really have any social media, so we lost touch. I some of them again about 2 years later, but things changed. We got our contact information but we're not close like before.
Then there's the half-old friends. When I moved schools, I made even better friends. I love them so much and I don't want to lose them. But I feel like I'm losing them already. I moved again, farther away and I hardly ever talk with some of them anymore. I don't want to lose you.
Now I'm at my new school. I don't know what friends are. I don't know who to consider as friends, middle school's confusing. I know people, I like them, we talk. But are we friends? I honestly don't even know anymore. Friends is just a confusing topic. Do they like me? I sometimes feel like, ugh, I don't know how to describe it. I feel like I don't belong, like they're being forced to hang out with me.
Some of my old friends have asked me whether I've made friends. In fact one of them has been serious about it. The thing is, I don't want to say I made new friends. In fact, I hate talking with my half-old friends about my new friends. I'm afraid I'm going to hurt them. I'm afraid that if I say I've made new friends then I'm going to move on. Then I'm replacing them. I don't want to lose them, so I'm afraid of making new friends.
This is like my first serious post.
My feelings are complicated.
I doubt I'll post something like this again.
Thanks for listening (reading) though.
It was nice to get this all out.
Thursday, 13 October 2016
Wednesday, 12 October 2016
Da Internet Corners
I honestly have no Idea why I'm posting this.
I posted a while back that there are 4 corners of the internet.
I have top right.
audreh has top left.
clare has one of the bottom corners (I FORGET)
Rowan has the last corner.
UMMMMM IDK WHaT I'M DOING SHOULD I DELETE THIS POST NaH
I posted a while back that there are 4 corners of the internet.
I have top right.
audreh has top left.
clare has one of the bottom corners (I FORGET)
Rowan has the last corner.
UMMMMM IDK WHaT I'M DOING SHOULD I DELETE THIS POST NaH
Tuesday, 11 October 2016
Hallo
I have not posted in a very long time. Some of my keys aren't working either. I'm am currently copy pasting an a and it sucks. (Note the change in font and background colour (BURN U.S PEOPLE I aDDED aN O). So yeah. I'm in California now and well... it's meh. IT'S a BIG FaT MEH It's hotter than Canada. (you lucky people get -40 degrees). In fact I checked the weather there and it's almost 0. LUCKY DUCKS. le cri cri. On Fridayssss we have to run around and around and aroudn and around and around and so on and so on and so on and so on and so on. Yeah I'll stop.
So.........................................
If you have any questions, comment them below :3
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also.
I don't know if I've made a post on this or not. SCRaTCH IS THE BEST THING IN THE UNIVERSE ON EaRTH THIS DOESN'T MaKE SENSE BUT IT BE aWESOME OH NOES I LOST MY PROPER GRaMMaR BECaUSE OF THIS BELIEVE THIS OR NOT I'M TYPING THIS WITH a COMPLETELY STRaIGHT FCE THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME HELP
P.S I'm tanga8077 on Scratch :3
So.........................................
If you have any questions, comment them below :3
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also.
I don't know if I've made a post on this or not. SCRaTCH IS THE BEST THING IN THE UNIVERSE ON EaRTH THIS DOESN'T MaKE SENSE BUT IT BE aWESOME OH NOES I LOST MY PROPER GRaMMaR BECaUSE OF THIS BELIEVE THIS OR NOT I'M TYPING THIS WITH a COMPLETELY STRaIGHT FCE THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME HELP
P.S I'm tanga8077 on Scratch :3
Monday, 22 August 2016
Random Post
YO GUYS
SO
AS THE TITLE SAYS
THIS IS A RANDOM POST.
I'M IN CALI NAO.
SO. YEAH.
OKAY.
UM.
.............
RIGHT.
SO.
STEVEN UNIVERSE IS AWESOME. GO WATCH IT.
This is Garnet, back together, and I'm never going down at the hands of the likes of you because I'm so much better...
Every time someone says "let's go" I think of that song. Want to know what let's go has to do with it? WATCH STEVEN UNIVERSE.
........
what is wrong with me.
i miss you all.
unless i don't know you.
i still wish i knew you better cuz EVERYONE IS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE
No seriously.
Everyone on this planet and on any other planet/comet/meteor/asteroid/star/ UNIVERSE is awesome. I luv y'all. gosh what happened to this post
SO
AS THE TITLE SAYS
THIS IS A RANDOM POST.
I'M IN CALI NAO.
SO. YEAH.
OKAY.
UM.
.............
RIGHT.
SO.
STEVEN UNIVERSE IS AWESOME. GO WATCH IT.
This is Garnet, back together, and I'm never going down at the hands of the likes of you because I'm so much better...
Every time someone says "let's go" I think of that song. Want to know what let's go has to do with it? WATCH STEVEN UNIVERSE.
........
what is wrong with me.
i miss you all.
unless i don't know you.
i still wish i knew you better cuz EVERYONE IS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE
No seriously.
Everyone on this planet and on any other planet/comet/meteor/asteroid/star/ UNIVERSE is awesome. I luv y'all. gosh what happened to this post
Sunday, 24 July 2016
Moving News
AHHHHHHHHH
I'M SO SORREH
AND SAD
AND MISERABLE
AND MORE SADNESS
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
I'M MOVING ON AUGUST 12TH
OKAY
BYE
IMMA GO CRY NAO
I'M SO SORREH
AND SAD
AND MISERABLE
AND MORE SADNESS
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
I'M MOVING ON AUGUST 12TH
OKAY
BYE
IMMA GO CRY NAO
Saturday, 2 July 2016
Canada Dat
Canada Day was yesterday. Not Canada Dat. But dat would be cool. XD
I went to see fireworks and they were realllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly pretty.
They were like BOOM BOOM COLOURS COLOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUFUL SMOKE
boom -- > prettynes --> awwww smoke
...
HAPPY CANADA DAY (DATE(LATE))
I went to see fireworks and they were realllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly pretty.
They were like BOOM BOOM COLOURS COLOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUFUL SMOKE
boom -- > prettynes --> awwww smoke
...
HAPPY CANADA DAY (DATE(LATE))
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